If God gave me a higher paying job than what I have now.. then I would not know how to save and spend money wisely. I would have
decided to spend and spend on useless material things. I would have things that
I just don't need but even what I want. I may have been selfish and keep it all
to myself without the intent of sharing to others especially my family.….. but
God gave me a job that's not that high but not that low. It is an average
paying job that taught me to budget my money and even share it to my family.
God made me realize that I should be thankful because some experience the worst
cases regarding there job and even abuse. He entrusted me with little and I
believe He will entrust and bless me much when I am capable of handling the responsibility.
If God gave me a part time job.. every week or even twice a month then I would've earned hundreds to a
thousand but He didn’t. He didn't give me that because He knows that if I was
busy earning money then I would've forgotten about Him. I would not have any
time to go to Church and attend the Holy Mass. I would not be able to serve Him
completely because I'm too busy. I would also not be able to attend my
household, trainings, fellowships, conferences, etc because I would rather
choose to earn money than building my faith, strengthening my relationship and
spending on fellowships and other things.
If God gave me expensive, latest, cool and hi-tech gadgets.. then I would be busy using those things rather than praying, writing
my journals, create designs, etc.. I admit that I love having gadgets because I
feel comfortable having them and they meet my needs. I feel "IN"
especially if I have the most expensive ones. I even dreamed of having an
IPHONE but then I realized that having those things will only give me temporary
happiness and contentment. After acquiring these things I will keep on wanting
more and more. One more thing is that I can't bring these gadgets with me when
I die. It can't save me from anything. It can't replace any person who's
important to me. It was made for a purpose and that purpose is to entertain.
If God gave us a chance to be together as a family.. then I or we wouldn't realize how important having a complete
family and how it influences each one of
us. God made our family to be like this so that we can appreciate each others
worth and presence. Being separated from each other, dealing with their
differences, misunderstanding, selfishness, cat and dog fights, etc led to a
gap that continuously grew as the years passed and became a major, major issue.
It may be hard to express the suppressed and corny feelings but the power of
love conquers all. Time and love changed and motivated us to value God's
greatest and gorgeous gift which is the Family. When all else fail, it is the
family whom we can always run to and with God.. I am blessed to have a complete
family and I will never stop believing that one day we will be complete and we
will never be separated again, with the grace of God and His blessing, AMEN!
Reunited 2013!!!
If God gave me perfection.. then I
wouldn't have realized my flaws and shortcomings. Only God, blessings and love
are perfect. I always believe that I have to do things perfectly. I had the
attitude of being a perfectionist. I was afraid to make mistakes. I was afraid
being told and being embarrassed. I am concerned on what people will say to me.
I am mindful of my actions and I follow the standards of the world. But then I
realized that it was only I who is hurt. It was I who struggled with perfection.
It was I who had to prove my worth, be accepted and be pleasing in the eyes of
others. God assured me that it is only Him that I should please and that if I
continued doing this then my identity will be lost and I will always be broken.
God healed me and transformed me to be better. He allowed these things to
happen to open my eyes to the reality that I was blinded to. He made me realize
that I am not perfect, that it's ok to make mistakes, that I shouldn’t be
affected on what people may say, that I should go out of my boundaries, that I
should live life to the fullest and that I shouldn't be afraid. God used my
imperfections to see, experience and reveal to me how beautiful life is with
Him.
If God gave me a perfect love story… then
I would have not experienced being heart broken. Then I wouldn't feel any pain
and disappointment. We wouldn't have been hurt if it did. And if He did then we
wouldn’t learn from it and we wouldn't correct our mistakes. He made me realize
that people have to break up in order for them to grow up. When God closes a
door, He would open a window. Sometimes people have to experience being broken
for them to realize that God has better plans for them and maybe God is
preparing them for someone better as long as we trust His will and timing. God allowed me to understand the true meaning of love and trust despite the brokenness in me. He is slowly healing me and mending the scars I have. For
now I have to wait and do the things God wants me to do. I have to love God and
my family more so that when it is time and when I'm ready then I can be able to
accept and love someone again yet this time being wiser, better and more
mature.
If God didn't give me pain, hurt, disappointment, rejections, struggle
and difficulties… then my life would have been
easy. If He didn't then I wouldn't have learn things the easy way. God used
those struggles to mold me to become the person that I am now. He tested me by
giving me those struggles to shape my character and to change me of my ways. He
revealed to me that when things go wrong I should call His name always in
prayer and most of the time. He made me hold on to Him because He knew that I
need to grow, learn and move forward. He assured me that "Nothing just
happens." And "All things have a purpose and that we have to discover
that." He made known to me that there are no accidents and all of it is a
part of His great plan for me and for everyone. .Things became clear after our
eyes have been washed away with tears.
Sometimes God doesn't give you what you think you want..not because you don't deserve it but because you deserve more. :)
If God gave me things that I want rather than what I need then I
wouldn't have realize the importance of having less and be contented other than
wanting to have more and more. God allowed these things to happen because He
knows that it is for the better. Nothing just happens. Everything happens for a
reason. It may not be clear now but soon
you will understand. As they say, there are no accidents. Indeed, God moves in
mysterious way. His plans are way better than ours. He is in control and we
need to be still and trust His will. God is so good and great! Thanks be to
God. In Jesus' name, AMEN! :))
May God be praised!!
